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I want you to see my photos, of course, but I also kind of want you to see me. As scary as showing myself to you is, there is more to my work than just a pretty (or not so pretty) photo and it is important that it shows.

I don't do art for attention. I can't explain the need I have for it. It's me, it's programmed into the smallest parts of my DNA. It's like breathing. With that being said I hope you enjoy what I do :)
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Light My Fire by The Doors

You know that it would be untrue You know that I would be a liar If I was to say to you Girl, we couldn’t get much higher Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on fire The time to hesitate is through No time to wallow in the mire Try now we can only lose And our love become a funeral pyre Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on fire, yeah The time to hesitate is through No time to wallow in the mire Try now we can only lose And our love become a funeral pyre Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on fire, yeah You know that it would be untrue You know that I would be a liar If I was to say to you Girl, we couldn’t get much higher Come on baby, light my fire Come on baby, light my fire Try to set the night on fire Try to set the night on fire Try to set the night on fire Try to set the night on fire 

Light My Fire by The Doors

You know that it would be untrue 
You know that I would be a liar 
If I was to say to you 
Girl, we couldn’t get much higher 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Try to set the night on fire 

The time to hesitate is through 
No time to wallow in the mire 
Try now we can only lose 
And our love become a funeral pyre 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Try to set the night on fire, yeah 

The time to hesitate is through 
No time to wallow in the mire 
Try now we can only lose 
And our love become a funeral pyre 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Try to set the night on fire, yeah 

You know that it would be untrue 
You know that I would be a liar 
If I was to say to you 
Girl, we couldn’t get much higher 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Come on baby, light my fire 
Try to set the night on fire 
Try to set the night on fire 
Try to set the night on fire 
Try to set the night on fire 

Wreck of the Day by Anna Nalik

Driving away from the wreck of the dayAnd the light’s always red in the rear-viewDesperately close to a coffin of hopeI’d cheat destiny just to be near youIf this is giving up, then I’m giving upIf this is giving up, then I’m giving up, giving upOn love, On loveDriving away from the wreck of the dayAnd I’m thinking ‘bout calling on Jesus‘Cause love doesn’t hurt so I know I’m not falling in loveI’m just falling to piecesAnd if this is giving up then I’m giving upIf this is giving up then I’m giving up, giving upOn love, On loveAnd maybe I’m not up for being a victim of loveWhen all my resistance will never be distance enoughDriving away from the wreck of the dayAnd it’s finally quiet in my headDriving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bedAnd if this is giving up, then I’m giving upIf this is giving up, then I’m giving up, giving upOn love, On love 

Wreck of the Day by Anna Nalik

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light’s always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I’d cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I’m giving up
If this is giving up, then I’m giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I’m thinking ‘bout calling on Jesus
‘Cause love doesn’t hurt so I know I’m not falling in love
I’m just falling to pieces

And if this is giving up then I’m giving up
If this is giving up then I’m giving up, giving up
On love, On love

And maybe I’m not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it’s finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I’m giving up
If this is giving up, then I’m giving up, giving up
On love, On love 

that I haven’t been posting!  I will be updating my music project.

It’s Been Awhile by Staind

It’s been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it’s been a while Since I first saw you It’s been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again and it’s been a while since i could call you But everything I can’t remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that I’ve rendered I’ve stretched myself beyond my means It’s been a while since i could say that i wasn’t addicted and It’s been a while Since I could say I love myself as well and It’s been a while Since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like i always do It’s been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when i’m with you But everything I can’t remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that I’ve rendered I’ve gone and fucked things up again Why must i feel this way? just make this go away just one more peaceful day Its been awhile Since I could lok at myself straight and it’s been awhile since i said i’m sorry It’s been awhile Since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face It’s been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste But everything I can’t remember as fucked up as it may seem I know it’s me i cannot blame this on my father he did the best he could for me It’s been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it’s been a while since i said i’m sorry

It’s Been Awhile by Staind

It’s been a while 
Since I could hold my head up high 
and it’s been a while 
Since I first saw you 
It’s been a while 
since i could stand on my own two feet again 
and it’s been a while 
since i could call you 
But everything I can’t remember as fucked up as it may seem 
the consequences that I’ve rendered 
I’ve stretched myself beyond my means 

It’s been a while 
since i could say that i wasn’t addicted and 
It’s been a while 
Since I could say I love myself as well and 
It’s been a while 
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like i always do 
It’s been a while 
But all that shit seems to disappear when i’m with you 
But everything I can’t remember as fucked up as it may seem 
the consequences that I’ve rendered 
I’ve gone and fucked things up again 

Why must i feel this way? 
just make this go away 
just one more peaceful day 

Its been awhile 
Since I could lok at myself straight 
and it’s been awhile 
since i said i’m sorry 
It’s been awhile 
Since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face 
It’s been awhile 
But I can still remember just the way you taste 
But everything I can’t remember as fucked up as it may seem 
I know it’s me i cannot blame this on my father 
he did the best he could for me 

It’s been a while 
Since I could hold my head up high 
and it’s been a while since i said i’m sorry

haileemisery:

nova-bright:

shamequeen:

spacebaw:

thousandmilesfromnowhere:

“For the second year in a row, more American soldiers—both enlisted men and women and veterans—committed suicide than were killed in the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.”

This has happened in every US war starting with Vietnam.

 OH GOD MERC’S ON HER SOAPBOX AGAIN
I’ve sat through a pre-deployment briefing re: getting mental help if you come back with suicidal thoughts, with rage you can’t control, with the urge to beat on your wife and kids.  I was playing poker with a couple of soldiers the whole time.  The guy next to me was asleep.  Nobody takes them seriously.
My former roommate finished out his tour in Iraq so high on anti-anxiety medication that he couldn’t drive.  But they still gave him a weapon.  It took him a good two years to be able to sleep through the night without sleeping pills.  It’s probably fortunate for him that he suffered from depression before he went to war because it helped him differentiate between “this is me” and “this is my brain being crazy”.  He still has to sleep with a knife by his bed and got his concealed carry license because he feels naked and exposed without a gun.
My ex-husband came home and promptly disappeared for a month.  He ignored all phone calls from me, his best friend, his mother, etc.  When we finally tracked his ass down and broke into the barracks, he opened the door smelling of puke and lied to our faces.  He was never big on drinking before his first deployment.
I’ve trained myself to call before I pop a balloon or break up ice in the freezer.  I know it’s better to stand in the doorway and throw shoes at someone having a nightmare than it is to stand by the bed and shake their shoulders.
I don’t think the USA has embroiled itself in a war worth fighting in a long time.  I know for a fact that Uncle Sam has failed his soldiers.

Reblogging for that awesome commentary

^Agreed. Even if no one will listen, I’m still going to spread the word.

haileemisery:

nova-bright:

shamequeen:

spacebaw:

thousandmilesfromnowhere:

“For the second year in a row, more American soldiers—both enlisted men and women and veterans—committed suicide than were killed in the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.”

This has happened in every US war starting with Vietnam.

 OH GOD MERC’S ON HER SOAPBOX AGAIN

I’ve sat through a pre-deployment briefing re: getting mental help if you come back with suicidal thoughts, with rage you can’t control, with the urge to beat on your wife and kids.  I was playing poker with a couple of soldiers the whole time.  The guy next to me was asleep.  Nobody takes them seriously.

My former roommate finished out his tour in Iraq so high on anti-anxiety medication that he couldn’t drive.  But they still gave him a weapon.  It took him a good two years to be able to sleep through the night without sleeping pills.  It’s probably fortunate for him that he suffered from depression before he went to war because it helped him differentiate between “this is me” and “this is my brain being crazy”.  He still has to sleep with a knife by his bed and got his concealed carry license because he feels naked and exposed without a gun.

My ex-husband came home and promptly disappeared for a month.  He ignored all phone calls from me, his best friend, his mother, etc.  When we finally tracked his ass down and broke into the barracks, he opened the door smelling of puke and lied to our faces.  He was never big on drinking before his first deployment.

I’ve trained myself to call before I pop a balloon or break up ice in the freezer.  I know it’s better to stand in the doorway and throw shoes at someone having a nightmare than it is to stand by the bed and shake their shoulders.

I don’t think the USA has embroiled itself in a war worth fighting in a long time.  I know for a fact that Uncle Sam has failed his soldiers.

Reblogging for that awesome commentary

^Agreed. Even if no one will listen, I’m still going to spread the word.

Here is something new from the photo adventure I took tonight!!!

Here is something new from the photo adventure I took tonight!!!